Cirugía Lyrics (English Translation) – Dillom

[Verse 1]
I don’t feel like you’re mine enough
I want to know what you are doing all day
I will follow your steps as if I were a spy
Sew your body with mine in surgery

[Verse 2]
I would like to know even the color of your bones
Being between your dreams and your nightmares
Sorry if it’s hell that I’m so intense
You are my saint, for you I am a pilgrim on my knees

[Chorus]
For you, I’m going on a suicide mission
Life loses value when I’m not your fun
I would invent a color darker than black if I lived a future without you

[Verse 3]
I felt like you weren’t mine enough
I wanted to know where you were that day
I followed your steps like I was a spy
We unstitched, that wound still bleeds

[Bridge]
I search and I can’t find myself
I find you and I fall apart
Today is Friday night
And you’re nowhere
Your blows on the ground are my only consolation
I hope you abuse me

[Chorus]
For you, I’m going on a suicide mission
Life loses value when I’m not your fun
I would invent a color darker than black if I lived a future without you
I’m going on a suicide mission
Life loses value when I’m not your fun
I would invent a color darker than black if I lived a future without you
[Outro]
Uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh
Uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
Uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh
Uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
Uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh
Uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh

[Verse 1]
The narrator feels a lack of ownership over their partner and craves constant knowledge of their whereabouts. They express a willingness to surveil their partner’s every move, even to the point of wanting to merge their bodies together in an intense, invasive way.

[Verse 2]
The narrator desires an intimate understanding of their partner, even down to the very essence of their being. They acknowledge their own intense nature and apologize for it, viewing their partner as a figure of reverence and themselves as deeply devoted, willing to humble themselves before them.

[Chorus]
The narrator expresses a willingness to sacrifice everything for their partner, even their own life. They feel that life loses its meaning when they are not with their partner and would rather face death than exist without them, emphasizing the depth of their attachment and dependence.

[Verse 3]
The narrator continues to feel insecure about their relationship, seeking constant reassurance and information about their partner’s activities. Despite their efforts to maintain closeness through surveillance, they feel a sense of detachment and unresolved pain from past wounds in their relationship.

[Bridge]
The narrator struggles to find their own identity outside of their relationship, becoming emotionally dependent on their partner. They express a sense of despair at their partner’s absence, finding solace only in thoughts of potential mistreatment, highlighting the unhealthy dynamic of their relationship.

[Chorus]
The chorus is repeated, reinforcing the narrator’s willingness to sacrifice everything for their partner and emphasizing the darkness of their existence without them, portraying a deep sense of desperation and codependency.

[Outro]
The repetition of “Uh-uh-uh” serves as a haunting and unresolved conclusion, reflecting the cyclical and obsessive nature of the narrator’s thoughts and emotions, leaving the listener with a sense of unease and discomfort.