Healing Lyrics – Disorient

[Verse 1]
I’m far from what I want
A shadow in the dark
I feel so spent
Like I have nothing at all

I’ll try to play the part
Disguising all of my faults
Hard to forget
What you can’t control

[Pre-chorus]
Drowning my thoughts
So much I can’t breathe
Am I just lost
In what I can’t see

[Chorus]
I’ll break down
til I find my way
I’m not my mistakes
Will I break away?

I can’t shake
This feeling
Broken Heart’s
Still beating

I’m far from
Believing
That my scars
Are healing

[Verse 2]
Keep waking up in the dark
This never ending nightmare
The end is so far
I don’t know how I’m holding on
You see this beauty in pain
But my death’s underway
I need a saving grace
‘Cause I’m walking the grave…

[Pre-chorus]
Send me through the fire
Burn me alive
I’m fighting for my life
Are you satisfied

[Chorus]
I’ll break down
‘Til I find my way
I’m not my mistakes
Will I break away

I can’t shake
This feeling
Broken Heart’s
Still beating
I’m far from
Believing
That my scars
Are healing

[Bridge]
I’m holding on
To what I’m not
This mask
I’m wearing

[Down chorus]
I can’t shake
This feeling
Broken Heart’s
Still beating
I’m far from
Believing….

[Chorus]
I’ll break down
til I find my way
I’m not my mistakes
Will I break away?

I can’t shake
This feeling
Broken Heart’s
Still beating

I’m far from
Believing
That my scars
Are healing

[Verse 1]
The opening lines express a sense of dissatisfaction and inadequacy, feeling like one is far from achieving their desires and being merely a shadow in the darkness. The protagonist feels drained and worthless, attempting to hide their flaws while acknowledging the difficulty of letting go of things beyond their control.

[Pre-chorus]
This section delves into the overwhelming nature of negative thoughts and emotions, feeling suffocated by them to the point of struggling to breathe. There’s a sense of disorientation and questioning, wondering if the confusion stems from being lost in unseen aspects of life.

[Chorus]
The chorus encapsulates the struggle for self-discovery and redemption. Despite feeling broken and trapped by mistakes, there’s a determination to break free and find a path forward. The persistent beating of the broken heart symbolizes resilience, but there’s skepticism about the possibility of true healing.

[Verse 2]
Here, the protagonist describes the persistent anguish of waking up to a never-ending nightmare, feeling far from any resolution. Despite others romanticizing pain, the protagonist sees only impending doom and seeks a saving grace to prevent their descent into darkness.

[Pre-chorus (again)]
This repetition emphasizes the desperation for validation and recognition of the struggle. The protagonist is willing to endure extreme trials, even being consumed by flames, to prove their worth and fight for survival.

[Chorus (again)]
Reiterating the theme of resilience and doubt, the protagonist continues to search for meaning and redemption amid the chaos. The struggle persists, with the heart still beating amidst the pain, yet the scars remain unhealed, casting doubt on the possibility of true recovery.

[Bridge]
The bridge reflects on the struggle to maintain a facade, clinging to false identities and masks while grappling with inner turmoil and insecurity.

[Down chorus]
This section echoes the earlier sentiments of feeling trapped and far from finding peace or resolution, emphasizing the persistent anguish and doubt.

[Chorus (final)]
The final chorus mirrors the earlier ones, underscoring the ongoing battle for self-acceptance and healing, with the protagonist questioning whether they will ever truly overcome their mistakes and find solace in their scars.