Mourir Lyrics (English Translation) – La Cagoule

I see the world collapsing
The collapsing mind
Since small, collapsed
No family of origin
Suicide in the head
Medicines in the veins
In chemo, I saw him
We both died
This girl, I loved her
Now it’s unknown
Push me off a cliff
We would do it without taboo
I have already taken the stool
I didn’t continue
Because, ultimately, there is no goal
Their faces ***
Not suffering, that’s the goal of my life
On my city bus
I want to end my life
I told him: “You are my life”
She told me: “Nothing to worry about
I don’t want you in my life”
I hope death won’t disappoint me
Maybe my family wanted me to leave
I don’t like my life, you know
I traveled around the globe
Your mom’s pu*sy
She toured the globe

Lost in the Matrix
The world is matrixed
No messages, not surprised
No love, no surprise
And the heart is broken, broken
And the heart is broken, broken

Eh
The death
love
The death
love
love
The death

I see the world collapsing
The collapsing mind
Since small, collapsed
No family of origin
Suicide in the head
Medicines in the veins
In chemo, I saw him
We both died
This girl, I loved her
Now it’s unknown
Push me off a cliff
We would do it without taboo
I have already taken the stool
I didn’t continue
Because, ultimately, there is no goal
Their faces ***
Not suffering, that’s the goal of my life
On my city bus
I want to end my life
I told him: “You are my life”
She told me: “Nothing to worry about
I don’t want you in my life”
I hope death won’t disappoint me
Maybe my family wanted me to leave
I don’t like my life, you know
I traveled around the globe
Your mom’s pu*sy
She toured the globe

Lost in the Matrix
The world is matrixed
No messages, not surprised
No love, no surprise

The first paragraph depicts a sense of profound collapse and despair. The speaker observes the world around them disintegrating, mirroring the state of their own mind. They reflect on their troubled past, possibly marked by childhood trauma or a lack of family support. Thoughts of suicide haunt them, and they feel the weight of medication coursing through their veins, perhaps indicating a struggle with mental illness or physical ailments. The reference to chemotherapy suggests a battle with a life-threatening disease, both physically and mentally. The mention of a lost love adds to their sense of isolation and hopelessness. Despite contemplating ending their life, they recognize the futility of such actions, acknowledging the absence of a clear purpose or goal. The mention of faces obscured perhaps signifies a detachment from others’ suffering, with the speaker finding solace in the absence of their own pain.

The second paragraph reinforces the theme of disillusionment and detachment from reality. The speaker feels trapped in a metaphorical matrix, a world devoid of meaningful communication or emotional connection. They express a sense of numbness, devoid of surprise or love. The repetition of “broken heart” emphasizes their emotional turmoil and the shattered state of their inner being. Despite the bleakness, there’s an acknowledgment of the intertwined nature of love and death, suggesting a longing for an end to suffering.

In summary, the song delves into the depths of existential despair, portraying a world and mind collapsing under the weight of trauma, illness, and unfulfilled desires. It explores themes of alienation, longing for release, and the search for meaning in a seemingly indifferent universe. Despite the darkness, there’s a glimmer of recognition of the complex interplay between love and death, hinting at a fragile hope for transcendence.