Red Lyrics – MOTHICA

[Verse 1]
It only hurts if you stop, so keep the bottle close
Fix me up and shut me down with chemicals
Close your eyes, I’m breathing
Wake up all alone and wonder where you lost control

[Pre-Chorus]
Scared to go to sleep, hiding underneath
There’s a darker side of me I don’t wanna meet

[Chorus]
Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head
I’m spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest
Helps me forget, ’cause I’ll never learn ’til I see red
No, I’ll never learn ’til I see red

[Verse 2]
Until I see the damage, there’s no damage done
Need a reason for me not to self-destruct
You said it gets better, what if it never does?
What kind of monster will I become?

[Pre-Chorus]
Scared to go to sleep, hiding underneath
There’s a darker side of me I don’t wanna meet

[Chorus]
Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head
I’m spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest
Helps me forget, ’cause I’ll never learn ’til I see red

[Bridge]
Until I see my reflection looking back at me, I won’t
Until they see my disposition change until I’m barely

[Chorus]
Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head
I’m spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest
Helps me forget, ’cause I’ll never learn ’til I see red
No, I’ll never learn ’til I see red
No, I’ll never learn ’til I see red

[Verse 1]
The lyrics reflect a coping mechanism of relying on substances to numb emotional pain. The notion that “it only hurts if you stop” implies a continuous need for the bottle to maintain temporary relief. The singer describes the use of chemicals to self-medicate, leading to a state of dissociation where they feel detached from reality and question their sense of control.

[Pre-Chorus]
The pre-chorus delves into the fear and avoidance of confronting one’s inner struggles. The imagery of being scared to sleep and hiding underneath suggests a desire to escape from facing the darker aspects of oneself. It portrays a reluctance to acknowledge and confront the internal conflicts that contribute to feelings of insecurity and distress.

[Chorus]
The chorus paints a vivid picture of mental and emotional turmoil, likening it to being “hanging by a thread” and feeling trapped within one’s own mind. The spiraling out of control metaphorically represents a descent into despair and desperation, seeking solace in temporary distractions to numb the pain until reaching a breaking point symbolized by seeing “red.”

[Verse 2]
This verse reflects on the consequences of one’s actions and the potential for irreversible damage caused by self-destructive behavior. The lyrics express a longing for a reason to resist the urge to self-destruct, coupled with doubt about the possibility of improvement. It explores the fear of the unknown and the potential transformation into a monstrous version of oneself.

[Pre-Chorus]
Reiterating the theme of fear and avoidance, the pre-chorus highlights the internal conflict between the desire to evade confronting one’s demons and the necessity of doing so for personal growth and healing. It underscores the reluctance to acknowledge the darker aspects of oneself and the consequences of perpetually avoiding self-reflection.

[Chorus]
The chorus repeats the imagery of feeling trapped and overwhelmed by inner turmoil, emphasizing the cycle of self-destructive behavior as a means of temporary escape. The repetition of “I’ll never learn ’til I see red” suggests a realization that true understanding and growth only come after reaching a breaking point or moment of clarity.

[Bridge]
The bridge introduces a shift in perspective, emphasizing the importance of self-awareness and confronting one’s reflection metaphorically and literally. It underscores the need for external validation and recognition of personal growth and change, indicating a desire for transformation and acceptance of one’s true self.

[Chorus]
The final chorus reinforces the cyclical nature of the struggles depicted throughout the song, highlighting the inevitability of repeating the same patterns until reaching a point of realization or reckoning. The repetition of “No, I’ll never learn ’til I see red” serves as a poignant reminder of the ongoing battle with inner demons and the quest for self-discovery and redemption.